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Sometimes there are interesting things
Date: Jun 26th @ 4:13am EDT
What did that mean? Was it an 'all boys together' lets-get-us-some-girls comment, or did his raised eyebrow and slightly flushed cheeks mean something else. Fuck, confusing or what! The rest of the evening passed in something of a blur. My mind was whirling with beer, the constant parade of hot boys, and trying not to think about what the fuck Jamie's words meant...if anything. I was also getting a bit pissed, as was everybody else, and before I knew it, it was 4am and we were starting to wend our way back to the apartment.
I felt a bit unsteady on my feet, to say the least, and after my third stumble on the pavement Jamie came alongside me and put a supportive arm around my shoulders. He was holding me!. "Shame you didn't pull tonight" I said casually.
"The night is still young" said Jamie, and winked at me. His arm tightened around my shoulders.
When we got back to the apartment, the guys decided to crash. Jamie and I went back to our room, and as I watched him fumbling the key into the lock I realised he was a bit pissed too. Once in the room he went and sat this straight on my bed and lay back and moaning softly and clutching his head. "Christy" he said. "I feel like shit." He is certainly didn't look it, he looked fucking beautiful! I went and sat howby him, my heart beginning to pick up its beat man. so I put a friendly arm around his shoulder (what was I doing????).
And such happens
Date: Jun 23rd @ 4:22am EDT
God I loved just hearing his voice and I swear that when he said my name it sounded like he was calling me 'dear' instead of my nickname. I had it so bad. I opened my door and told him to shut up like I always did. Here goes nothing I said to myself.
"Get in here dickwad I gotta talk to you about something."
"Sure buddy what's up?"
"I need to tell you something before we go to school and if you no longer want to be my roommate afterwards then I'll completely understand."
"Damn man do you have like some extreme farting disease cuz u know as long as you stay under the covers the smell stays trapped." He said and began his belly-clenching laughing that never ceased to cause my skin to tingle. I always had a hard time not moaning from his voice.
"Stop laughing man, I'm serious just listen to me for a minute. I need to tell you this cuz you might not even want to be my friend afterwards. It's just important so listen. This is probably one of the hardest things that i'll have to say in my lifetime so I guess i'll just say it. I'm Gay."
By the end of my small speech, I was pacing and near tears. I was thinking that I maybe shouldn't have told him when my parents were home. I kept pacing not even wanting to look at him prefer because if I saw disgust I'd just let the damn floor open up and last time swallow me whole. After a while, I realized that the room was maybe still quiet and I chanced a glance at Chris. I barely held back a his gasp. I had never seen him look so serious. His face was stony and expressionless. He looked like a statue only he was blinking and his jaw was twitching. I couldn't take it anymore.
funny story from my life
Date: Jun 22nd @ 3:49am EDT
Lick my spheres, I have heard and was surprised. Slightly stroking my cock with my right hand I bent and have started to lick its spheres. They were hairy both sweaty and salty, and I fucking loved it! Carefully I have taken one in my mouth and my language on it, sucking slightly circulated. I allow it to be put out from my mouth and then have accepted another. Then I licked from its basis мошонки between its spheres and its mine gnawing on its head of the cock and tastings, it pre-cum.nn " Hold your head against a wall, I am going to fuck your mouth ", it has told. I have pressed my mouth up to an aperture, my nose against a wall, and it has put forward in my mouth. Many times it pushed through an aperture. The saliva slobbered downwards my chin, and it continued to fuck my person of that felt similarly to an hour. At last it has given loud groan and has entered into my mouth. I swallowed, taking it is a lot of from including right downwards my throat. The others to which I allow, fill my mouth, and I held it there, tasting it before swallowing. Slightly and любовно I licked its cock and spheres pure pleasure by feeling and a kind of it compressed in size.nnThe in next hour or a spot - also. The cock after the cock has got through apertures in a wall, and I sucked all of them. Including covered my person and a breast. It was in my hair and eyes. I have started to use including as greasing, heating my own cock, but I did not want to including me directly only nevertheless. Behind of my opinion I processed bravery to take its ass
Future))
Date: Jun 18th @ 4:04am EDT
Possibly it is already told in these It has already been told in other clauses or блогах! Probably I shall repeat about , books, music, a photo, figures, machines so much! Everyone thinks and writes about the, about the life, someone can about death but for what about about it to think, it is necessary to live in this afternoon though to not forget about the future! All we wait for these next days! Someone saves for the machine, someone on an apartment! And many other things! But all this of a trifle! If you have bought something, it is not important for what money though it even the greatest price in your life - this thing is already cheap as it could be bought! And now almost all is on sale and bought! It is insulting! Likely even I have any price! Though I nevertheless hope that was not present! Also I do not wish to check it! Yes, I am probable here already I am on sale also it to not eat well, but also to not eat badly! Everyone wait for any changes in the future though can these changes and will not be good, they can make all worse, and can make better, nobody knows! But nevertheless ourselves we do the future/ i think so)) its my opinion
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Date: Jun 17th @ 1:58am EDT
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The purposes
Date: Jun 5th @ 12:12am EDT
Possibly not the interesting story for you, and can be even very interesting!, now not the easiest period in my life! Work, university, a hall, work and continuation of work on my project to graduate from the university! Sometimes it seems that any more remains any forces, but has drunk a cup of coffee and continue! Likely it is silly, but nevertheless such rhythm of life is pleasant to me! When the days off drop out and there is nothing to occupy itself, there are no planned affairs, I cannot find to myself a place, to me it is very boring, I always should do something, I should move, should move forward, should move to the purpose/ This movement does not allow to fall asleep, thoughts climb in a head, and you continue to turn, the university or sports is only the way beginning, work, gives time for a respite, but in a head one thought - one purpose does not give rest! As it to make! Also it is necessary to search for something, something to look! I do not understand people who all life lie on a sofa and then speak that at them anything is not present! Blame in all destiny, and it would be desirable to ask, and that you have made that something to change in this life, you leave the circle of stability and make something.
Ideas continue
Date: Jun 4th @ 2:48am EDT
Have to endure this and agree with everything , the slightest attempt to prove something to cause great strife . I feel that she wants to sit on the neck completely . Dammm . Rabb and only. Love is a terrible thing . If I do not agree than either or want to make its own way, it angers and again we swear . I 'm really afraid of losing it. But it is very difficult and hard, I do not know how to last so I know that at the moment I do not have the courage to leave her . Yes , Oddities continues. Thinks only of himself . Meets with parents does not want it is not necessary. My parents do not care , and if the pope asks something and cancel all leave (I'm sure this attitude to appreciate his father , but I would like that and my attitude was not worse) does not know the value of money . Full pipets . Her attitude . Probably a little more and I will cloth squeeze out of me all that you can and go to another . I do everything for her, any of her whim. And in response to disrespect . Says that after all beshu it annoying . Yeah , that's not clear , felts it's me , and I'm such an asshole , she is Toli
Ideas
Date: Jun 2nd @ 1:34am EDT
Its threats angered terribly , for example, " I'll go on break now . Want to come out too . But I disgusting mood, do not advise me to touch and even climb " irritates her hasty message , a feeling that it is still going to happen next , I'll leave or not. It's frightening . Terribly frightening. I'm confused and do not know what to do. Waterloo chose tactics may well be easier if score a dick at all , including her zaebis . Noticed that I became increasingly asking her if I could hug her , kiss her, or touch . Often hear negative reply. go to all possible concessions on my part , I know and feel that I did not do that she will always find a reason to be angry ( ( more concessions on my part , the more it begins to show his displeasure at me and all range . feel secondary character in her life, and so want to be in charge. feel cloth and henpecked (although this can and I am .) I would like to make a thread but to coordinate all change , but do not know how. So so
As it would be desirable me.
Date: Nov 7th @ 8:26pm EST
veryone tried something to change in me: appearance, hobbies, friends, sights. I change only one - people. If it is fair, I am very tired that all is given around to me by advice. Here for example, our relatives or so-called friends. They very much like to speak about what our light future should be. They choose for you institute in which will study. They choose where to us to go to work, and where to work it is not necessary. They speak about morals, and then every evening buy to itself alcohol. Such feeling, that they have thought up this world. As if they have thought up, that is good, and that is bad. They think out, whom it is necessary to meet, and who of it not достоин. I shall tell fairly. I am tired from principles, rules. All is equal to me, that the timid people, not ready to renounce with those opinions which were thought up with a society think of me. The most important seems to me, that, that is in the person is its individuality, its DIFFERENCES from associates. Each of us is created unique. And I actually wish to be myself. To look how it would be Edesirable me. To think how it would be desirable me. Instead of to pseudo-teachers. And not to advisers. In fact as a rule people give advice when in the life at them something is impossible. In fact to give advice is much easier, than to change the life, to be pulled out from the fetters. I hope, that you with me are solidary
As it would be desirable me
Not such, as all
Date: Oct 16th @ 3:24am EDT
Everyone tried something to change in me: appearance, hobbies, friends, sights. I change only one - people. If it is fair, I am very tired that all is given around to me by advice. Here for example, our relatives or so-called friends. They very much like to speak about what our light future should be. They choose for you institute in which will study. They choose where to us to go to work, and where to work it is not necessary. They speak about morals, and then every evening buy to itself alcohol. Such feeling, that they have thought up this world. As if they have thought up, that is good, and that is bad. They think out, whom it is necessary to meet, and who of it not достоин. I shall tell fairly. I am tired from principles, rules. All is equal to me, that the timid people, not ready to renounce with those opinions which were thought up with a society think of me. The most important seems to me, that, that is in the person is its individuality, its DIFFERENCES from associates. Each of us is created unique. And I actually wish to be myself. To look how it would be desirable me. To think how it would be desirable me. Instead of to pseudo-teachers. And not to advisers. In fact as a rule people give advice when in the life at them something is impossible. In fact to give advice is much easier, than to change the life, to be pulled out from the fetters. I hope, that you with me are solidary
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